I am O.K right now,

First, I wanna make this blog as a fashion blog.. I could do it surely. But, let me tell you a little story that I was on it.

O.K, I was broking up my ex boyfriend at Dec 30th, but you know.. I was still loving him 'till (about) a week ago. It does not mean I dislike him right now, but, I thought.. Love needs logic, so, when I knew if he already got someone else, I did not wanna be so slumped. Because, I still have family and friends. He was the little part of my life, I guess.

This post is not only for my ex's story.. but also my future. And all about what I've been doing when I was not with him anymore.

One day after broking up himm, I still felt so blue, 'till my friends of senior high school gave many motivations that make me wake up. Then, we walked around Kota Tua - Jakarta. We spent our first day in 2011 together. Happily ever after. Amiiiin.. My family never stoped give me many jokes in order that I have been laughing. Many things, They (family and friends) gave me. And I could not change what they gave. So, I could wake up earlier.

Your mind is asking, isnt it? if I broke him, why I felt so blue.. the decision that I took, was forced decision. Because.. I couldnt accept a liar. It doesnt mean he's a liar, but he was not honest enough. ^.^ But, it was nothing anymore. I am health right now, and ready for falling in love again.

No.. no, I am not ready. I want to be alone for two years. Give my self little time to appreciate my self, for carrying my family and friends more than before.

And I want to make my self nearer to God. I am afraid when I lift Him, I'll feel so desprate.

Then the point of this post is I am O.K right now. ^^