Some days ago, I was looked at my self if there was no me. I was only a "nice" girl on veil. I looked at my eyes, it didnt say anything except the pain because I was being another me. Not real me.
I remembered what I wanted to do three years ago, that I wanted to take off my veil then I could be my self on my own way. But my mom said, I couldnt be. Then, my view changed, that Mom was right. She was always right. She knew what the best thing for me. And I believed it.
But, now, Iam changing. I dont wanna be another girl on everyone else way. I've my own way for being better. Not for do anything uncontrolly but for being the true Vina. I wanna be me. And I feel it by take off my veil.
Iam still Vina. But if u couldnt accept the way Iam, u couldnt love the way who Iam, I couldnt force u. But dont judge me so bad. If u've ur own opinion about it - it is wrong, it is the way u think, not mine. I've another perception.
I remembered what I wanted to do three years ago, that I wanted to take off my veil then I could be my self on my own way. But my mom said, I couldnt be. Then, my view changed, that Mom was right. She was always right. She knew what the best thing for me. And I believed it.
But, now, Iam changing. I dont wanna be another girl on everyone else way. I've my own way for being better. Not for do anything uncontrolly but for being the true Vina. I wanna be me. And I feel it by take off my veil.
Iam still Vina. But if u couldnt accept the way Iam, u couldnt love the way who Iam, I couldnt force u. But dont judge me so bad. If u've ur own opinion about it - it is wrong, it is the way u think, not mine. I've another perception.
2 comments:
You rocks beib...and always rocks...!
with or without hijab!
You are always BEAUTIFUL, ever!
Thx ya REn :D :D It means a lot
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