That evening, the first GMP (Ghra Mahardika Paramadina - an event to new students was happening, was being take a place in Nurcholis Madjid Auditorium for three days)
I was still looking at him. He was so brave with all that he said. He was doing what he must be able to do as a leader of students in this university. He did the best, I know that.
He was wearing white shirt, black shoes, blue jeans, and his long hair was being bundled. His face was so calm, nothing can make him go back so he just go with the flow. Never go back. Every step that he did, always been prayed. And wish God keep him, not for me, but for us - everybody who loves him so, because we don't wanna loose him, do we? well ** is his name. The sunda name that I like. :D
He always be my object, my main object.
I forgot taking my printer in SEMA's office - His room, because Kafha borrowed for doing Kafha's event in GMP. Because, Iam a coordinator of that event, I took my printer and put it in His room. I let it there. And believe that none would steal it. (I know my friends would be keeping it).
But on that evening, I wanna take my printer back. But I was forgetting, then when I was home, I sent Him a message which was written "Ka, aku lupa.. tolong titip printer canon hitam aku yang di ruangan kakak ya. Kalau kakak ada mtor, gak cape juga, tolong dianter ya". And without his sms back, I was sure, if he would come. But my heart was arguing it, then my logic said "He will not come Vina, he hates u so" then, I trusted that think. :(( How pure Iam if I am still waiting for a man who does not love me as big as I love him, right?
"Ping, Who's that?" I asked Pipin when we heard the door's voice which was being knocked by someone whom we didnt know.
Pipin went to the door, open it. And I went to the door too, I saw she was grasping A BLACK CANON PRINTER. "That was him" She said loudly.
"MAKASIH KAAAAA" scream.
"Just go. Tell it to him clearly" I made my head out of the door and scream "Makasih kAAAAAA"
God, He came. Why?
Ok, he was just delivering my printer as I want, it was usual thing not extraordinary. He assumed that if I am just his friend who really need help, and he was just helping me No More.
***
That night, when everyone didn't want to accompany me go home, Teh Gita asked him to do that - accompany me. "Ikhlas ga? kalo gak, gak usah!" she said. "Ikhlas teh, gak usah diminta juga ikhlas" He said. was I happy? yeah, little beat.
But, he was driving the motor distracted. And I felt unsafe. Why did he do?
Oh, Ok, he was just telling nothing. He felt nothing to me, so, it meant nothing too. :D
***
That night, when we were on Kafha's meeting, he said "Vina emang begitu". It sounded he knows me more. Why did he tell it?
Ok, he was just telling a joke.
***
He let me used his laptop right now - Sept 24th, and it is making me so happy. It sounds he make me little bite special than another one. But, is it true?
No, it is not true. He just do what an ordinary thing as he did to other friends.
***
Then, what u did, the four things were nothing to me.
I was still looking at him. He was so brave with all that he said. He was doing what he must be able to do as a leader of students in this university. He did the best, I know that.
He was wearing white shirt, black shoes, blue jeans, and his long hair was being bundled. His face was so calm, nothing can make him go back so he just go with the flow. Never go back. Every step that he did, always been prayed. And wish God keep him, not for me, but for us - everybody who loves him so, because we don't wanna loose him, do we? well ** is his name. The sunda name that I like. :D
He always be my object, my main object.
I forgot taking my printer in SEMA's office - His room, because Kafha borrowed for doing Kafha's event in GMP. Because, Iam a coordinator of that event, I took my printer and put it in His room. I let it there. And believe that none would steal it. (I know my friends would be keeping it).
But on that evening, I wanna take my printer back. But I was forgetting, then when I was home, I sent Him a message which was written "Ka, aku lupa.. tolong titip printer canon hitam aku yang di ruangan kakak ya. Kalau kakak ada mtor, gak cape juga, tolong dianter ya". And without his sms back, I was sure, if he would come. But my heart was arguing it, then my logic said "He will not come Vina, he hates u so" then, I trusted that think. :(( How pure Iam if I am still waiting for a man who does not love me as big as I love him, right?
"Ping, Who's that?" I asked Pipin when we heard the door's voice which was being knocked by someone whom we didnt know.
Pipin went to the door, open it. And I went to the door too, I saw she was grasping A BLACK CANON PRINTER. "That was him" She said loudly.
"MAKASIH KAAAAA" scream.
"Just go. Tell it to him clearly" I made my head out of the door and scream "Makasih kAAAAAA"
God, He came. Why?
Ok, he was just delivering my printer as I want, it was usual thing not extraordinary. He assumed that if I am just his friend who really need help, and he was just helping me No More.
***
That night, when everyone didn't want to accompany me go home, Teh Gita asked him to do that - accompany me. "Ikhlas ga? kalo gak, gak usah!" she said. "Ikhlas teh, gak usah diminta juga ikhlas" He said. was I happy? yeah, little beat.
But, he was driving the motor distracted. And I felt unsafe. Why did he do?
Oh, Ok, he was just telling nothing. He felt nothing to me, so, it meant nothing too. :D
***
That night, when we were on Kafha's meeting, he said "Vina emang begitu". It sounded he knows me more. Why did he tell it?
Ok, he was just telling a joke.
***
He let me used his laptop right now - Sept 24th, and it is making me so happy. It sounds he make me little bite special than another one. But, is it true?
No, it is not true. He just do what an ordinary thing as he did to other friends.
***
Then, what u did, the four things were nothing to me.
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